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never be broken, not even by time.
As he’d made love to her
hours ago, there had been a moment
when she almost believed Jehan
might want that too.
She wouldn’t have refused
him.
They’d
been
drunk
with
passion, and in the heat of that
limitless pleasure, he could have
taken all of her—body, heart, soul,
and blood. She would have
surrendered everything she was.
Without even knowing what a future
together might look like once the
handfast was over and they left the
cocoon of the villa.
She would give it all to him
now too, clear-headed and sober.
Not at the end of their eight
nights, but now.
And as much as it scared her,
she had to let him know what he
meant to her. Even more terrifying,
she had to know if what she’d read
in his tormented eyes a few hours
ago was anything close to the depth
of emotion she felt for him.
If he loved her too, then
nothing else mattered. They would
find a way to blend their lives and
form their future together.
But as she rounded the corner
of the corridor and overheard some
of his conversation, all of her hopes
faltered, then fell away. He wasn’t
talking to Marcel. She hung back,
out of Jehan’s sight as he spoke
with one of his fellow warriors.
“I
appreciate
your
understanding, Commander. I’m
eager to be back in Rome to
assemble my team and put the new
mission into action. I’ll be there as soon as my obligation here is over.”
He paused to listen to the warrior
on the other end, then exhaled a
heavy sigh. “No, I haven’t made
Seraphina aware of my decision. To
be honest with you, sir, my mind is
made up where she’s concerned. I
don’t intend to give her any room to
disagree.”
He chuckled as if he and his
comrade had just shared a joke.
Meanwhile, Sera felt as though
she’d been punched in the gut.
He was going back to Rome.
Eager to get back to his team there.
As
for
her,
he’d
just
disregarded her as if she didn’t
matter to him at all.
Sickness
roiled
in
her
stomach, in her heart. She shivered,
suddenly self-conscious of her
nudity in the center of the romantic
villa. Silently, she retreated back to
the kitchen and dropped the half-
eaten peach in the trash.
What a fool she’d been to let
herself think this was anything more
than a joke to him. It had been from
the start. An obligation he felt
compelled to fulfill.
One he just admitted to his
commander that he would walk
away from as soon as it ended.
Thank God she hadn’t let
herself look even more idiotic by
confessing her feelings for him.
Now she had several more
nights of torture to look forward to,
knowing that Jehan couldn’t wait to
be finished with the handfast and
leave her behind.
CHAPTER 16
Complaints of a headache had
driven Seraphina outside to the
sunshine for most of the afternoon.
Jehan had tried to persuade her that
another vigorous round of orgasms
might make her feel better instead,
but his attempt at humor—and
seduction—had failed miserably.
If he wasn’t mistaken, her
escape to the daylight on the patio
seemed no less deliberate now than
it had that first full day they’d spent
together at the villa. When she’d
gone there in an effort to avoid his company.
Had
he
done
something
wrong?
Or had she realized how close
he’d been to burying his fangs in her
carotid the last time they’d made
love and was now determined to
steer clear of him?
Whatever it was, it bothered
him that she didn’t seem interested
in talking to him about it.
Roaming around the villa
alone while she avoided him
outside was maddening. He missed
her, and she had only been away
from him for a couple of hours.
How empty would his life feel
if she was gone from it for good?
That was the question that had
ridden him most of the past twelve
hours—ever since their escape
from the danger at the camp. Now
that he’d had Seraphina in his life,
in his arms, how would he ever be
able to return to his existence
without her?
He thought he’d known the
answer, but maybe he was mistaken.
As twilight fell outside and
she still didn’t come inside to face
him, Jehan decided he had to know.
If she didn’t feel the way he did,
then he was ready to call off the rest
of the handfast and try to save some
shred of his sanity, if not his dignity.
He was stalking toward the
patio doors when a knock sounded
on the villa’s front entrance.
Diverted from his mission,
Jehan swung around and went over
to see who it was.
Marcel stood there in the
moonlight, grinning like an idiot.
And beside him—clinging to
his arm with an equally besotted
smile on her face—was Leila.
“You didn’t return my call,
brother.”
Jehan raked a hand through his
mussed hair and blew out an
impatient curse. “Yeah. I, ah, was
just about to do that.”
“Bullshit.” Marcel gestured to
the Range Rover. “What the hell
happened to the Rover? It looks like
you drove it through a sand dune.”
“Long story,” Jehan said.
“Suffice it to say things have been
somewhat...interesting
around
here.”
“Things have been a bit
interesting with me too. With us.”
Marcel glanced at Leila, and she bit
her lower lip as if to stifle the
giggle that burst out of her anyway.
Jehan glanced at both of them.
“What the hell are you talking
about?”
Leila tried to peer around him,
into
the
villa.
“Where’s
Seraphina?”
“She’s out on the patio, getting
some air. Why are the two of you
grinning like yo
u’ve lost your damn
minds?”
“We’re
in
love!”
Leila
exclaimed.
“And we’re blood-bonded,”
Marcel added.
“What?” Before Jehan could
choke out his astonished response,
Seraphina did it first. She stood
behind him now in a long skirt and
curve-hugging tank, a look of utter
shock on her face. She crossed her
arms. “What do you mean you’re in
love? How did that happen? And
blood-bonded so soon? For God’s
sake, you only just met each other.”
Jehan glanced at her, tempted
to point out that they’d only just met
too and he was already ruined for
anyone else. But her pained
expression kept him silent.
Marcel and Leila’s excitement
left no time for him to reply either.
The pair stepped inside, practically
vibrating with their news.
“We’ve been spending a lot of
time together the past several days,”
Leila gushed.
Marcel wagged his brows at
her. “And a couple of nights.”
“Marcel!” She rolled her eyes,
but her cheeks were flooded with
bright color. “At first, we thought
we only had the handfast in
common. We both wanted it to be a
success, of course. And honestly,
we thought the two of you would
make an adorable couple.”
Jehan noted a cooler shift in
Seraphina’s posture as her sister
mentioned the handfast. “How can
you be sure you’re not making a
terrible mistake, Leila? You don’t
know anything about him. No
offense, Marcel. You do seem like a
good, decent male.”
Unlike his brother? Jehan
wondered.
Leila stared up at Marcel,
warmth beaming from her eyes. “He
makes me feel alive, Sera. He
makes me laugh. He makes me feel
special and beautiful, like I’m the
only woman he sees.”
Marcel cupped her face in a
tender caress. “Because you are.”
They kissed, leaving Jehan in
awkward silence next to Seraphina.
He glanced at her, but she stared
rigidly ahead, refusing to meet his
gaze.
“Congratulations,”
she
murmured as the jubilant couple
finally stopped devouring each
other’s faces. “I’m happy for you
both. I’m sure our families will be
happy to hear this news too.”
“That’s why we’re here,”
Marcel said. “The handfast—”
Leila nodded. “Now that
Marcel and I are blood-bonded,
there’s no need to continue with the
handfast. It’s over as of right now.”
Marcel must have read Jehan’s
grim expression. He cleared his
throat. “That is, unless you want to
continue...?”
“Don’t
be
ridiculous,”
Seraphina replied quickly. “Neither
one of us wants that. We’re both
very eager to be done with this
obligation and get back to our real
lives. Isn’t that right, Jehan?”
He scowled, uncertain how to
answer. It seemed obvious that
continuing the handfast with him
wasn’t what she wanted. He was
impatient to get on with his life
outside the villa too, but only if she
would be part of it.
She stared at him as he
struggled with the urge to tell her
how he felt and risk her rejection in
front of both their oblivious, elated
siblings.
“Sera,” he murmured.
But she was already pivoting
away from him. “Now that this
farce is over, I’ll go collect my
things.”
When she sailed off in a hurry,
both Marcel and Leila gaped at him.
“What the hell did you do to
her, brother?”
Jehan shook his head. “I don’t
know.” And then, the truth settled
over him. Something about what she
said. Something about how she said
it...
She’d heard him today.
His conversation with Lazaro
Archer back in Rome.
He cursed under his breath.
Then he started to chuckle.
Marcel frowned at him. “She’s
pissed as hell at you about
something and you’re laughing?”
“Yeah, I am.” Because now he
understood her cold-shoulder today.
He understood her anger at him
now. And he’d never felt more
elated about anything in his life.
Rounding up his brother and
Leila, Jehan pushed both of them
out the door.
“What are you doing?”
“Sending you on your way,” he
replied. “Don’t come back for four
more nights. This handfast isn’t
over until I say it is.”
He closed the door on their
confused faces, then turned to go
after his Breedmate.
CHAPTER 17
Sera folded the red silk gown
and placed it on the bed, trying not
to let her heart crumble into pieces.
Outside the massive bedroom
suite, the villa had gone quiet. As
much as she wanted to celebrate
Leila and Marcel’s newfound love
and bond, part of her was aching for
everything she thought she might
have had with Jehan.
Now that the handfast was
over, she didn’t even have those
few remaining nights left with him.
Which was probably for the
best.
Being around him now was its
own kind of torture.
He was already making plans
without her. Plans he didn’t intend
to discuss with or allow her any say
in.
So why should she mourn the
fact that their week together had just
been cut short?
“Where do you think you’re
going?”
She froze at the sound of his
voice but forced herself not to turn
around. If she did, she was afraid
she’d be tempted to run to him. With
her heart so heavy in her breast, she
was afraid she’d be unable to keep
herself from whirling on him with
pounding fists and streaming tears.
Demanding that he explain how he
could look at her so tenderly and
make love to her so possessively if
he only meant to leave her behind in
a few more nights.
Although she didn’t hear him
move, she felt the heat of his large
body at her spine. “I asked where
you think you’re going, Seraphina.”
“Home,” she said. “As soon as
possible, I hope.”
She walked back int
o the
wardrobe to retrieve another of the
pretty, feminine dresses that Leila
had packed for her. Jehan was
waiting when she came out. He had
placed her bag on the floor, and
now he sat on the edge of the bed,
his sky blue eyes holding her in an
unwavering stare.
Why did he have to look so
intense and imposing, so impossible
to ignore?
The sight of him waiting there,
his handsome face grim with
purpose, made her limping heart
start to gallop.
She forced herself to move,
walking over to pick up her bag and
place it on a nearby chair so she
could continue filling it. “Shouldn’t
you be packing your things too? If
we’re lucky, we might be able to
get out of here in the next hour or
so.”
“I’m not leaving, Seraphina.”
She glanced up at that. She
couldn’t help herself.
He stood up and walked over
to her. “I’m not going anywhere
tonight. Neither are you.”
“What are you talking about?”
Her breath caught as he closed
the space between them. As always,
his presence seemed to suck all of
the air out of the room. Right now, it
was leeching away some of the
resolve she wanted to hold on to so
desperately.
“You heard it yourself, Jehan.
The handfast is over. We’ve both
made good on our obligations to our
families, so now we’re free to go.”
He shook his head, his
expression sober. “Eight nights,
Sera. That’s what we agreed to. I’m
holding you to it. I don’t give a
damn if the pact terms say you can
leave me now. I have four nights
left with you, and I mean to claim
them.” He reached out and stroked
his fingers down the side of her
face. “I mean to claim you,
Seraphina. As my woman. As my
Breedmate.”
“What?” Shock and confusion
washed over her. “But I heard you
on the phone today. You said you
were leaving. That you had decided
to
go
back
to
Rome.
You
disregarded me to your commander
as if I didn’t matter at all. I heard
you—”
His thumb swept over her lips,
stilling them. “What you apparently
didn’t hear was that I also told
Lazaro Archer I had fallen in love
with you.”
No, she hadn’t heard that.
And hearing it now sent
spirals of joy and relief twisting
through every cell in her body.
“You didn’t hear me tell him
that I needed to make a place for
you in my life. Or that I couldn’t